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One year ann!

Repost of how chris asked me to be his girlfriend in honor of our one year ann.

Him: So like I said earlier I'm not seeing anyone else.... and I don't want to see anyone else.
Me: neither do I.
(silly grin on his face) Him: so do you want to make this official? Like.... will you be my girlfriend?
Me: Facebook official?
Him: *laughs* yes.
Me: are you asking me just because we're going to have sex?
Him: well no..not really... I think it's important before sex. I was going to ask you yesterday but you weren't feeling good.
Me: you know I want this to be official.
Him: I'm really crazy about you.


Nightminds Progress report

epilogue  - 1,053 words so far. Should finish typing it tomorrow......


25 chapters plus prologue and epilogue. Finished. FUCKING FINISHED! Finally after almost two years - a girlfriend, a boyfriend, and now another boyfriend - two jobs - and MANY meltdowns it's FINISHED. I'm going to type out the epilogue tonight.

My plan is to print it out and do a massive edit of the entire story and then I'm going to let Ellie do a massive edit of the entire story. Then I will post it all, chapter by chapter. I'm kind of debating on creating a PDF file of the entire story and emailing it to anyone who wants the whole thing in one go. I almost wish more authors would do that instead of posting one chapter after another. What do you guys think? Would you download a PDF?

God, I'm so happy this is finished. But, sad too I guess.

I know there may be no one out there who wants to read it now but just posting it is enough to make me happy. I don't care if anyone reads it! :op I'm done done done done!! 

Living with the Boyfriend & other things

I moved out of my house and into a beautiful apartment with Chris at the beginning of June. It is a one bedroom in this amazing victorian house. I love it! Chris is a great roommate. <3

The job is going well. I love it. It is basically like being paid to talk to people every day. Even better I help people get jobs. In this economy is no easy feat.

Nightminds - well, what can I say? Life has taken over once again. I haven't written at all since my last post I'm taking time off from school this semester so I may have extra time. I was looking at some old chapters and I saw many people who read Nightminds now have lines through their names. It really made me sad. I was hoping to finish this with you. But I can't expect patience through all of my shit that keeps me from finishing things. I'm sorry, I guess.

Off to do more work.

Neal & Peter in new USA promos!

EW has preivews of the new USA 'crossover' promos! :) The second one is my favorite. You can find them all here:


sorry this is a bit sloppy. I'm at work and don't have much time. I miss our live episode chats so much. hugs and kisses to all of you! xoxoxo

Not enough hours in a day....

My Monday - Friday now looks like this:

Work 8:30 - 5:30 (sometimes later)

5:45 - 6:25 Dinner with mom and dad

7 - 8 Jazzercise

8:15 - 10 - "free time?" Hardly. I have a class that requires 6 papers and a 15 page group project/presentation in 10 weeks.

Wow, just fucking wow. I got SO spoiled only working 20 hour weeks for the past 2 years.

In between all this I'm trying to shuffle in time with Chris and other friends. Insanity!

Nightminds, I swear to God - is ONE chapter away from being finished. God knows when I will write the chapter but then it will be just fucking done and I can have someone edit it. Then I can post it and let it fester on the internet.

Oooh look - bed time. How did that come so quickly?

I got a job!!!!

I am going to be the full time recruiter at a company that is LITERALLY 5 minutes from my house. There is a base salary + commission so I'm really pumped! I think this is going to make my life so much easier. :o) Now I have one less thing cluttering up my time.

My boyfriend promised to take me to a strip club to celebrate. I'm pretty excited! *woooo!*


wow a post??

Seriously, I'm not dead. I'm still looking for a full time job and juggling my MBA. Hopefully I can finish Nightminds before my birthday and post it all so i can be fucking done with it. NEVER EVER posting a fic before it's finished again. Awful idea. As for these people who can keep updating their fics every week - where do you find the time to do this? I have a hard enough time planning out my homework, forget about writing fanfiction.

In other news I have started batting around the idea for a White Collar fanfic based on a dream I had sometime ago. Don't hold your breath but, who the hell knows - maybe it will be online sometime in the next decade.

Fuck my life. Seriously.
I am on my way to bed but I wanted to post something in here just to let you know I'm not dead.

The job hunt is just depressing. Honestly, there is no other way to put it.

For some reason I feel like school is slipping away from me this semester. Probably because I didn't have enough money to buy one of the books I needed.

Speaking of money I got a wonderful $450 hospital bill for a THROAT CULTURE. I have no idea why it cost that much. No more tests, no more doctors no more NOTHING unless it is a real emergency. I have insurance but with my luck at the moment, they won't cover the throat culture. Motherfucker.

Writing, oh ... what writing? Oh that story that I've been working on for over a year now? That one. I have no idea when it will be finished. I'm kind of on myself to finish it before I do anything else. But, honstely, folks my life is so crammed with my part time work at the limited, my 15 hour a week internship, two masters courses, homework for the courses, making sure I get to the gym 4 days a week, having time for friends and boyfriend - - I don't have time to write at all. Sometimes I wonder if I have what it takes to be a writer. Stephen King said, "if you can't find the time to write, you should consider another career." Not to mention my boundless insecurities with my grammar and whatnot.

oh and purplelev  will be moving about 40 mins away from me which means seeing her will be even harder than it is now.


Tis' the season for losing friends....

Some history...

About two weeks ago I was suppose to meet a friend at the mall when I had a meltdown. I mean a FUCKING meltdown. I had a good friend who was mad at me, unemployment dicking me around, and school just beating the shit out of me. I thought of how I couldn't afford to buy dinner and the waterworks just started pouring. I was a mess. So I texted her saying, "I'm sorry this is last minute but I'm having a meltdown over here. Money, school, work - it just all got to me. I honestly don't think I'd be any fun to be around at the moment."

She never replied and that's the last I've heard from her. I've texted her about outings and whatnot but she never texts me back. I left messages asking if she wanted to come out to the bar with Chris and I but she never called back.

*sigh* People are so immature. If you are mad at me, fucking tell me you're mad. But, honestly, you have to be some sort of fucked-up son of a bitch to be mad at someone for having a breakdown.

Whatever. Honestly she was pissing me off anyways. Bitch.



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